I could never be enough
I am afraid of having a sexual relationship for many reasons. 1) HIV & STD's 2) I'm afraid I'm lousy in bed because I haven't had much s** for a long time 3) I find it revolting if a potential lover also likes gay s** or cross dressing (role playing ok) 4) The thought of just being used
(being just one of many of his playthings) make me want to cut off his testicles. Let me clarify that last one. I would never have s** with some random guy, I would love that person so yes, I am a monogamous person. If he's not happy that I am he is NOT the man for me.