I want a boyfriend
So I really want a boyfriend, just someone that I know will like me for me and won't judge me .I'm almost 14 and all my friends are getting into relationships. I've had my first kiss but never a real boyfriend, I've gone as far as telling everyone that I was dating my best friend that lives in a different state.I keep telling myself that I should just wait till highschool to get into a serious relationship so I can be with someone that's mature every relationship I've had hasn't lasted more then a week. I Often think that I'm not in a relationship because I'm thicker than most girls my age (5'5 140 lbs) (the guys at my school only like the slutty girls and I'm not going to expose my body just to get someone to like me I'm all about personality) and it doesent help that my EX-friend told me that I shouldn't bother trying to date because every guy I like, likes her and not me (that p***** me of so much) but I also don't want to get in to a relationship for the wrong reasons I'm just so confused help??