Masturbating Thoughts

For some reason I find it very hard to m********* and climax unless I'm thinking about certain woman. the main woman I think of are my 35 yr old and 43 yr old aunts. I'm 25 there have been many times I've stolen their panties and used them to help me. one of my aunts (the 35 yr old) has actually been very flirty with me many times but only when we we're alone. of course we never did anything to extreme but on a few separate occasions she has sat on my lap with her arms around me and resting her head on my head. these have all been fueled by alcohol and we are in no way a trashy hillbilly family. my aunt is in fact a successful accountant. anyway. there was always obvious taboo sexual tension between us but I never dared to act on it. my 43 yr old aunt is not the same. she is also super attractive and fit as possible but she has never given me the same vibe as my younger aunt. but I have still stolen her underwear and bras on many occasions from age 12 to even now but rarely now. another woman in the family is my younger cousin. she's 1 year younger than me and we were constantly around eachotger when we were younger because our family's lived very close. no one suspecting anything between us because we were kids but as pre teens we first experimented on eachother. it started out somewhat innocent with just laying with eachother and holding eachother and it progressed into us trying out our first kiss on eachother and eventually more explicit things. this went on for quite a while and we really loved it. it died down due to us making other friends but I still think of those times to this day and we have as of recently talked about them in a fun remaniscent sort of way but only when we drink a bit. I would still to this day do the same things with her if she ever wanted to. but better than these woman is by far my step sister. technically not my step sister since her father and my mother never married. I met her for the first time when she was 2 and I was 4. we were for the most part just average step siblings but once we hit a certain age something in us sparked And it has not died down even today. long story short I confessed to her when I was 20 yes old that I found her very attractive and that I fantasize about her all the time. I was drunk at the time but she was not. at first she didn't agree. not to long after we got together for a small movie and hangout deal at my place and she all of a sudden got really close and comfy with me to the point her butt was pressed intentionally into my pelvis. I felt a insane rush through my body and before I even put my lips in her I slowly put my hand inside her waste band by her hip and she turned her head back and put her mouth to mine. it felt so right. we had a long time to explore eachother sexually. it felt like hours. we did everything and it felt right the whole time. after that night it was a regular thing and still is to this day. obviously no one knows and I don't consider it to bad since we're not even brother sister by marriage. but others would think it was so we are very sneaky about it. all these experiences with these different woman in my family have really left an impression on me sexually and I honestly like it this way. if only I could have all of them at once

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  • You should be thankful that it is hard to m*********. Now give up and wait until you are married.

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