I hate my family life
I am a 28yr old father of two, one newborn, one 8rs. I f****** hate my life and feel typing this up here will somewhat ease the pain. I can't talk to anyone about how I feel, wife is great and great with the kids but refuses to see anything from my point of view. Seriously regretting having another (love that lil guy to bits) but what you don't know wouldn't hurt yeah? My 8yr old lad is as useless as a chocolate fire guard. Can't do anything right and persistently talking f****** garbage! Again he's a kind warm young boy with a heart of gold, but that doesn't make him anyless annoying. The newborn is pretty much on constant scream mode all day long, we looked forward to the peace and quiet when he had his midday nap but he seems to have clicked onto that so he doesn't have them now. I never want to leave work, I miss coming home and relaxing, I can't anymore, constant f****** noise, can't watch the tv, can't chill out, it's f****** torture. How are these kids a blessing?? I just don't get it I really don't, it doesn't make sense. I try not to let my feeling be known but I know my eldest is starting to click onto the fact I'm not a great fan of his company. I feel like such a bad person and father but how do you stop these feelings? If I could I would but honestly I have no f****** idea how. I just pray for the night time when they sleep and I can be human and reminisce of a time kid free. For all you other people out there contemplating children beware. Don't get me wrong you will love them to death but everyday you will be thinking of how much better it would be if you never had them.