I keep thinking I'm falling in love
I keep thinking I'm falling in love with you, and I keep telling myself I just can't.
Even if you liked me too, it's not like we could stay together.
It would end eventually, and then our friendship would never be the same.
So I keep telling myself I just can't. I keep telling myself that I won't.
But then I see you, and your goofy smile, and you come and hug me, and I just melt.
And when you put your arms around me, I instinctively lean into it more like a girlfriend than a friend. And I hate myself for it.
Even if you did like me, I don't want you to know how much I like you. Because nothing can ever happen between us, because I would never forgive myself for ruining our friendship.