Not happy with my life
I found my fiancé almost two years ago. My ex boyfriend and I just broke up and I needed to find someone right away, to prevent me from going back to my ex. We just made a huge commitment and I am regretting it. I don't think I ever loved him. He was a rebound that I kept dating, because I felt bad saying no. Neither of us are happy, because he has made me a bitter, mean, and unhappy person. I only have s** with him a couple of times a month, because s** is no longer fun. I want to leave him, but I am scared to, because I have invested too much money into this relationship, quit my job to move closer to his daughter, and don't think I can afford to live on my own. I am miserable!!!