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I'm Don't know what to Do now
i lost my virginity to a boy who looked like james franco. i told him i didn't want him to be my boyfriend, and he said he didn't want me to be my girlfriend.
he moved away a few months later and i hate him for that. i cry every other day and i feel sick all the time because he is missing. i lied to him when i told him i didn't need him, i fell in love with him that night. every night afterwards is ** and i haven't touched anyone since, literally. not even a kiss or a hug. it has been a year.
You know, if he left you after having ** and didn't even bother talking to you, then maybe he doesn't deserve you.
I understand where your coming from, he was your first and many girls do become attatched
I was hung up on the guy I lost my virginity to for a few months, but one day I decided to stop waiting around and hooked up with someone else then i didn't miss the guy I lost it to that much, I mean I still think about him a little but its not as bad
Grow up little girl!
Thats quite the hang up on a boy who you havent seen in a year. MOVE ON! You could be missing out on a relationship which is much more fulfilling than what you -think- you remember about it. Face it, it was a one night stand since you agreed that there is nothing there. Its a mistake you made a year ago. Please stop agonizing about something you can't change. Find a relationship based on why you first banged the first guy. Love didn't happen until you were nailed. Give someone else the same chance.
Try suicide..
That always helps..
james franco ey? he must have been ** hot then!!!
your dumb for letting him go.......