I am 34 yrs old, my husband has been paralyzed for the past 3 years we have 1 child. He mad a lot of money, so these days all I do is take care of him day and night. He still works as a consultant. He has movements of his arms but not his fingers or the rest of the body. But lately the d**** isn't working anymore. I need to be touched, I want to feel another mans body against mine. I really want another mans co*k inside of me and my mouth. I've gone out with my friends and they've all tried to hook me up. The furtherest I've taken it was sexting maybe a few pics and videos here and there, but nothing psychical. I've sat on my hubbys face, his fingered me, but that's not enough, I. want more. Am I wrong for wanting more? I feel horrible sometimes for thinking of other men, fantasizing being with other men. I can't take it no more.