I want to kill myself

Living a life you hate or been subjected to living a life not of your choosing, is the worst way to die.

Seek medical help and support

I won't tell you not to do it as you asked not to but I will say think of the people around you? I knew a guy who took his own life and at the funeral, the people who didn't know him very well just kept saying how selfish suicide is. Who has to deal with it financially? Who he to look after the people left behind?
family and friends deal with the loss and heartbreak. Not you. They go on thinking they failed you and missing you. Having moments that they wish you were there for. Seeing things to remind them of you.
Don't you think that's cruel?
Your choice....

You will forever be tortured by this in the afterlife unless you repent to God.

Please have respect for those who don't pertain - to any religious doctrines and those who don't believe in god.

You have your belief systems, which is good for you. But don't force/preach it to others - because you don't know what their religious or non-religious faith is and they might be offended.

Believing in god doesn't make that person more superior, than those that don't. Digest that end remember it.

Swim in shark infested water while on your period.

Good one...sickening and terrifying though

So the devil can't torture you in the afterlife? Hmm. Sounds terrible to me.

*can ..not can't. Lol

The afterlife doesn't exist

No one knows, unless they're dead already

I've pondered this myself. I don't want to fall and end up in a wheel chair or a vegie.

Read those stupid in-laws fantasies that idjit posts every week on this site. The monotony will kill you from boredom.

"Suicide doesn't end the chance of your life getting worse, it end the chance of it ever getting better"

Agreed