I'm so sad

I want you and I'll never have you. I hang onto every little thing you say and it seems that you soak up what I say and incorporate it... but that is likely crazy. Or else, I have the whole thing wrong. Perhaps it's all something that I haven't considered at all. I'm sure I'm the fool. All I ever wanted was someone who cared as much as me but I maybe that was too much for me to ask for.