5 years now I have been wanting to be with him
I am a 28 year old male. I used to work in his shop and I left my job last year but still I am not able to get him out of my mind.
I fell for my 58 years old boss, the moment I saw him I felt very attracted to him. Seeing him at work made the time best and then later after work he used to dropped me home sometimes. Every moment spent with him was so special and I felt so mattered to him too. He looked after me and helped me a lot. I felt so special. He looks at me too as if he wants me. As soon he see me he say I feel good and he wants to talk to me all the time and we do talk for hours whenever we meet now and then.
When I started to feel in love with him, there was strong desire to touch him and to feel his lips. Everytime I still see him I want hug and kiss him. I fantsy having s** with him.
Despite I have left the work and I dont see him as much as I used, still I feel him every moment. I check his profile daily. I just miss him so much. He is married and has four kids probably same age of me or bit younger than me.
It is so hard life and I don't know what to do about it. My heart still wants him even he belongs to someone else and has family.
Any helpful comments will be great. Thanks