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I never wanted to take myself away from you , neither I feel I can ever ,but certain aspects of yours I don't understand so it's better to stay far.Staying away doesn't mean stopping the flow this is inked for life..
Silence looks beautiful when you understand it's depth.
I feel you but can't touch you everyone is not so blessed to be with dearest one.
But I don't have any dissatisfaction for that ,your very thought only makes me feel love,every drop of pain you gave I loved you more ,every word I have written made me feel you close ,now when I have adjusted to myself still love for you always flows.
When the sky opens and shower drops of love quietly I just cherish holding my heart .I feel am loved ..
Years passed your love might got its depth more but situations never improved void remained but you have gave me strength though this strength I never wanted yet it's your gift so I cherish .. Thanking you for shaping me up where now I can control my emotions,my anger ,my frustrations, you have taught me to control pain and feel calm because I know I can't ever stop loving so I don't want to fight neither with you nor with myself.
Nothing gonna change my love for you and never I want to stop.

Many people sound like they could be me on here... yet the only thing I've written in the last days is that...setting myself free would lead me to you. I truly meant that for you alone. I'm not the op but I feel that this is you. I'm probably wrong. No guarantees here. I just need you to know that you will always have my love. No matter what.
Sending the warmest hug to you.

No need to be panicked here it's like snake ladder game one moment it makes you feel you are home the very next moment pulls you down.
Knowing this path is not the right path yet when we walk we have to risk our understanding.

I will be here for you always waiting..
Set yourself free , follow your dreams .
If your heart leads you to me
You will always find me.
The ME who used to be impatient
Act erratically died long ago
So never worry nothing will I do that
will harm or make you feel pressured.
Give wings to your dreams
Believe you will be loved always
Far or near,in touch or not
Doesn't matter.
xoxo

^yeah. That's what I meant.