Sometimes I feel like I hate my toddler
There are a couple of bright moments but for the most part my 18-month-old cries, whines and tantrums for most of that day. I had an awful miscarriage before having her so I feel constant guilt that I should be enjoying this more but I am constantly walking on eggshells trying to avoid her having yet another crying fit. I wait until the last possible moment before picking her up from nursery and sometimes I dread the weekends because it means having to spend more time with her. People say it's just a phase but I feel terrible for wishing her life away...I'm so tired and drained. I just want the constant crying to stop.