I have been with my bf for over four years now and there is something SMALL that has gotten between us more than any other problem we have faced....
He has a little p****.
At first, I didn't care at all. The s** was good to me!
But the deeper into our relationship, he would openly comment on it. (At the worst times.) Now he just dwells on his size and its become more obvious to me than ever before!
I try to tell him hes wrong and I enjoy it, but he doesn't believe me.
I mean, it isnt the biggest, but it was mine. And i loved the intimacy we had. But now our s** life has turned to s***!
He complains sooo much about himself...it's like dating a female! I can't stand it. You're a grown man! Suck it up and just be glad you're having s**. Lol
We'll do it and quickly afterwards (sometimes during) he'll say things like "im sorry it's small..." And he'll pout. Or he'll ask questions like "how was it? Was it okay?" Ewwww it's starting to even gross me out.
Now his whole demeanor grosses me out. Little feet and hands. Little body. He looks like a kid to me now. An emotional little man. Wtf did i get myself into? I've never wanted a tall, big man so bad! And it's all his own fault... he painted this ugly picture. Now I associate our s** with negativity and its horrible. Should I find ways to fix the way i feel or should I move on???