My best friend and I are...I guess a
My best friend and I are...I guess a little too friendly to be just friends. We hold hands and cuddle and are just generally affectionate, constantly calling each other sweetheart and habitually saying "I love you." But nothing is ever official.
But now I have the biggest crush on my new coworker/friend. But I think he thinks I'm a lesbian, so even if he could feel the same, he's completely oblivious.
I feel terrible for going on like this.
I'm not in love with my best friend and lately, I only appreciate his affections for when I feel down about my coworker.
I wish I could just be straight (no pun intended!) with either of them.