I'm backstabbing people who think i like them
To preface: I am in a frat which got kicked off campus. We started out good when I pledged, but as older guys graduated we started getting guys who weren't so great. I told myself they were just lost kids at the time, but it became harder to ignore the growing amount of people with coke problems, nasty/gross remarks to people on campus, and general bro-esque ** going on around me. things hit rock-bottom when a private group chat some guys had filled with really unpleasant content got leaked to campus. ** went south fast, our nationals came down, the chapter was dismantled, and most of the brothers were removed or quit to start a new fraternity and keep doing fuckboy shenanigans.
My guilt comes over this- a guy from nationals reached out to me and told me in light of my lack of being stupid, past positions, yadda yadda yadda, snitch to us and we'll keep you out of this PR shitstorm and let you remain an alumni in honorable standing. I accepted, and told them everything they wanted to know about the chapter. my former brothers know nothing about this, and still consider me a friend, and i am fond of some of the less douchey ones of the crew. I tell myself most of them deserved it, but i did it because i wanted to save myself and retain certain privileges. my former bros know someone ratted, blamed someone who wasnt me, ostracized him, and i just let it happen. for the most part they're irredeemably ** people, but i still feel like a ** judas.
Hahaha ** frat boys you take ** in the ** when you pledge right?
Karma is a boomerang - you will be blamed for another's bad actions some day