Terrible at this human thing
I suck. Yeah Im not very good at this human thing. Im not very good at being an adult or being in a relationship.
I'm insecure and jealous I hate my body and I hate that my boyfriend watches p***. Yeah yeah I know all guys do it. Well it makes me feel like s*** about myself... so I cheat on him with a guy at uni. I want to stop but I also don't. I know I'm going to lose my boyfriend. I deserve to. Go ahead and judge me. I'm just tired of feeling so torn up and bitter all the time that I'll never be good enough.