Ive had enough
You think im stupid??? I practically beg you for s**! I've literally done anything you ever wanted just to please you! Yet here i am, sat downstairs with our 1 year old blasting music so that i dont hear you upstairs watching your p*** and squeaking our bed.
You tell me you dont do that when i tell you to do it. When i have the days when I hate you so much i dont want you touching me. You told me you dont enjoy it. I knew you were lying but didn't want to embarrass you and tell you that in our 5 years together I've heard you and caught you 100 times but didn't tell you.
But this is taking the p***. You aren't even trying to hide it anymore. You dont care.
It's not the act that bothers me. Like i said, I've caught you 100 times.
It's the fact you do it the morning after rejecting me.... Again.
Excuses like your back hurts or your tired from work.
It's not even the sexual act i crave. It's being wanted. I just want you to want me. In any way.
I dont know how much longer i can live like this. Your losing me Rob