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Ive had enough
You think im stupid??? I practically beg you for **! I've literally done anything you ever wanted just to please you! Yet here i am, sat downstairs with our 1 year old blasting music so that i dont hear you upstairs watching your ** and squeaking our bed.
You tell me you dont do that when i tell you to do it. When i have the days when I hate you so much i dont want you touching me. You told me you dont enjoy it. I knew you were lying but didn't want to embarrass you and tell you that in our 5 years together I've heard you and caught you 100 times but didn't tell you.
But this is taking the **. You aren't even trying to hide it anymore. You dont care.
It's not the act that bothers me. Like i said, I've caught you 100 times.
It's the fact you do it the morning after rejecting me.... Again.
Excuses like your back hurts or your tired from work.
It's not even the sexual act i crave. It's being wanted. I just want you to want me. In any way.
I dont know how much longer i can live like this. Your losing me Rob
For you to say this means you've either never had good **, or you've never had any.
I'm just an open minded person and wise. Unfortunately, some people like yourself, aren't :-)
I confessed this. I think as I was venting my rage, I didn't explain myself clearly or you misunderstood. ** is great. I love ** but that's not what this is about.
I can go without ** yes but It's the constant rejection I was complaining about.
A cuddle, kiss, a deep conversation and yes **. These are the things I miss. I just want attention and affection. It just so happened at the time, he had rejected ** for ** again.
My comment wasn't directed at your confession. So I misunderstood, nothing.
However, if you read my original comment, I did touch on some valid points, that seem to correlate with some of the things you conveyed.
There's different forms of intimacy besides ** and it seems you aren't getting any form of affection and attention, from your partner at all. Perhaps he has a ** addiction, it definitely seems like he does.
Maybe counselling/therapy, may help him. But that's only if he realises he has a problem, he may be in denial about it.
You arent open minded at all
What you think is irrelevant :)
Aren't