I hate my life

I hate my family i hate more my than stupid F****** brother he thinks he is so special ever he come to my life things go wrong they put more fucken attention to that than pice if s*** and well im not ready to take some b*** s*** so 2 weeks after i take out some pills for sleeping in my brother s cup of coffe and he almost die and he go to the hospital when i saw him at the hospital bed i fell like i wanna kill him with the mother F***** pello but the than doctor came i pretend like i was helping him get couzy but i get home and start couting my self with the kichen s nife and now im simserly calm but i promess my self it happends again i Will kill him no matter what i don t even kare of my F***** family opinión. 😡😡😡😡😡😡😈😈😈😈🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡