I just cracked the closet door.
I'm a 39 year old man. I'm married to a woman who l love. We have children which can't know anything about it. I have always sort of looked at p*** and different things throughout my life but never anything of this magnitude. Within the last few months I have became increasingly obsessed with tasting c***, which I have long ago but along with that lyrics for a*** penetration has become very intriguing which I have never experienced. I have also shared my thoughts and ideas with my wife home became very h**** during the explanation which aroused my interest the much more. I want to share a man with her. I want him to be well endowed which I'm not but I want her to have the full experience and I'm also interested in larger c***. I don't know much about this lifestyle or they desire for a man of my age or shape all I know is I am very eager to give it my best but I don't know how to start. I don't know anyone who is bisexual or gay. It worries me to meet some stranger that I know nothing about especially with my children and my wife but this is a journey that I truly I'm interested in. Any suggestions?