Trapped

Lol... the description made me laugh... "I'll never be the man I want to be." Yes, you can grow a beard, shave your head, cut off your **, and grow a **! SOLVED!!!

Hi, im Alex and i am so sorry to here you feel like this but i know what you are going though, it is a long hard process to become male but it is possible. If you know in your hart that you are male then go see your doctor, they can help you along the path and show you the next steps.
you don't know me but i am with you all the way!

To all who are agents this or are being mean, i am disappointed in you! you probably don't care but i am. we all have the right to live with out fear and at be tested equally. don't be a bully to this man, be supportive.

This is like our house. My wife does not listen. It's her way all the way. The more our daughter tries to express herself the more my wife clamps down. The girl has to wear skirts almost all the time

Why not decide on a gender transformation or something? Life is too short to live it, within a body /gender - you don't identify with.

Gender dysphoria ** man... im sorry you gotta deal with that.

My mom was really supportive. She bought me breast binders and boys clothes. She asked me to wear a dress to visit the grand parents. I hated that but I did it. At the time I did not realise how supportive she really was and how one does have to act the way others expect sometimes.

That's something many, many people need to learn. Be yourself, but shut up and just accept the fact that you share this world with other people, and you are NOT the undisputed center of it.

So your genetically male.
Dress as female.
Wish you were a male?
I confused.

The op is biologically and physically a woman, whose a trans man in the closet - desperate to be a man, because she feels/identifies as a man and not a woman.

Ok thanks for clarifying. I had not realised. I actually feel really sorry for her.

*him. He's a guy.

Sorry. Kind of a new area for me.

She identifies as a man. But she isn't one yet.