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Suicide every second of the day
I contemplate suicide every day. My pathetic Life's going nowhere. I'm poor. No one vent to. Nobody cares. I disconnect from the world and forget what day it is.. And after a few days of zombie mode, I wake up even more angry. I'm trapped trapped trapped someone help me help me please. I ** hate people so much. You ** make me feel like I have a target on my back every time I leave home. Ugh I need some rope. I'm out of options. ** you ** you ** you don't call me to brag **
I'm with you bro. Just don't kill yourself...yet. Look, I have been through a divorce, a marriage with someone who I abhor with a passion, having him blow his brains out in front of me and y mother, and moving to a different country. And I am still alive, if you count my rage towards online games (i.e World of Tanks)
Get help fast!
DON'T EVER KILL YOURSELF. Go directly to the nearest emergency room or call 911 for assistance. Life is too precious to cut short this way. Instead call a loved one and discuss how you feel and get into therapy so that you can get over your depression. Maybe seeing a doctor would also be a good start. Take care and let us know how you're doing.
I'm so sorry you are feeling so sad. There is beauty in every one .and that everyone is you .we tend to value our selves as to how many friends we have, what our friends think about us. Our looks ,and our material belongings. The world we live in today is not the same as it once was.people today judge for the wrong reasons,lesson and believe what they hear from their crowed of socalled FREINDS as truth. Alot of young kids and adults are afraid and refuse to think for them selves and be their selves. Because it's viewed as being
boring not exciting they are calm subdued relaxed no
drama . So they decide to go out and force change in their life and TRY TO BECOME SOMEBODY ELSE. They like only the things their crowd likes ,and they talk about
people that the crowd talks about ,they are fill their lives
with drama just trying to stay in with the crowd. And you never stay in for long.i used the word """CROWD """ INSTEAD OF FRIENDS
BECAUSE THEY ARE TRULY
NOT YOUR FREINDS. DON'T JUDGE YOUR SELF,BE YOUR SELF AND LOVE AND RESPECT YOUR SELF. NO ONE IS PERFECT WE ALL FAR FROM BEING PERFECT AND NEVER WILL BE PERFECT BUT THAT DOESNT MAKE US BAD OR WRONG OR LESS WORTHY THAN ANYBODY EALSE. You don't sound like a mean or bad person . MAY GOD BLESS
YOU WITH LOVE HAPPY NESS AND A WONDERFUL LIFE.