Here to go
I don't think my wife loves me anymore. I think she feels affection for me, on some level, and she is kind to me, but she doesn't love me. I think she wants out of our marriage, but certain practical concerns are keeping her with me for now. I am kind to her, I treat her well, I support her, so there isn't any real need for her to leave. I think, however, that she knows she doesn't love me, and she's just waiting for the right time to go.
She's pretending for now, and I can sometimes see the effort she's making. I can also see the longing she has to be free of this marriage. She isn't happy. I have tried my best to make her as happy as I can, but I know there is only so much one person can do for the happiness of another.
I love her so much, and I tell her and show her every day, but I know it's not enough. She wants to leave, and someday she will. I just hope she's kind to me when she does.