The silver lining is that I'm not dating a guy who has herpes...
Well... I was shut down hard one night by a guy I had a crush on for a while.
The same night this other guy was pursuing me and asked me for my number.
I wasn't into him at first but I thought.. well... why not try something different. Why not try this nice guy who is genuinely into me. Who listens when I talk. Who wants to get to know me.
A week later we ended up hooking up. He also tells me that he has herpes and that he's poly and that he's dating another girl I know who I don't like and who also happens to be a prostitute.
Herpes is not a deal breaker for a relationship for me, but this other girl is. It's a bummer, but hey! I dodged a bullet right? The open relationship thing is not what I want in my life at the moment, and I am so grossed out by the thought of sharing a v***** germs with someone who f**** half of the city for money.
Emotionally and physically its too much, and I deserve a lot more. Thanks for listening, I just needed to vent.