If only you knew
My ex boyfriend gave me herpes. I thought I was going to marry this guy, so it wasn't a big deal. All was well until I slowly started falling out of love with him. I was unhappy, and a big part of it was because he had no money and I didn't think he could make much of himself in the future. So I broke up with him partly out of greed for money. Now I'm with someone else. This new guy is motivated and wealthy. I know he does not love me as much as the fist guy and that he may never love me to that degree and that he may cheat on me in the future. but I'm still with him. He said he plans on buying a house by the ocean and buying a small yacht. This is mainly why I'm with him. He also does not know I have herpes and I don't plan on telling him. He also does not know that I think about my ex everyday and my heart breaks thinking about the love I lost. We'll just have to try again in the next life, and hopefully I will learn the lesson of being humble and not money driven and materialistic.