If only you knew

My ex boyfriend gave me herpes. I thought I was going to marry this guy, so it wasn't a big deal. All was well until I slowly started falling out of love with him. I was unhappy, and a big part of it was because he had no money and I didn't think he could make much of himself in the future. So I broke up with him partly out of greed for money. Now I'm with someone else. This new guy is motivated and wealthy. I know he does not love me as much as the fist guy and that he may never love me to that degree and that he may cheat on me in the future. but I'm still with him. He said he plans on buying a house by the ocean and buying a small yacht. This is mainly why I'm with him. He also does not know I have herpes and I don't plan on telling him. He also does not know that I think about my ex everyday and my heart breaks thinking about the love I lost. We'll just have to try again in the next life, and hopefully I will learn the lesson of being humble and not money driven and materialistic.

Aug 27, 2010

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  • Just start being humble and non materialistic now. And who cares about herpes, like 95% of adults have oral herpes and something like over half world wide will have genital herpes by 2030. It'll be as prevalent as the common cold soon.

  • And how does one just stop being materialistic?

  • There is no "next life". The Bible says "it is appointed unto men once to die, and then the judgment. The next life is either Heaven or H***.

  • This is all fine and dandy if you believe in what the Bible says. I don't believe the Bible is the ultimate truth. You do, and that's fine with me.

  • Ur a gold digger which is not a good thin you shouldn't marry a guy for money the point of marriage is to bond you with someone you love not to bond you to some guys money. And you broke another guys heart for money. And now your hearts broken cuz u love the broken hearted guy it makes no sense I think you should go back to your ex boyfriend

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