I regret it
I've been with the same wonderful girl for almost 10 years. Not married but most people assume we might as well be..
Last summer I went somewhere with our hockey team for a tournament. Lets just say hockey was the last thing we had on our minds that weekend. Its was all about the p**** and how much of it we could see..anyways we all got pretty loaded one night. Most of the guys we're married but no spouses got to come along. As the sun came up from our night of partying, I found myself banging a h***** on the couch while 2 other dudes were pig roasting another s**** in the other room beside me. I suddenly realised what a horrible mistake I was making... I blew my load, barely even saying a word to the s*** and told her to get out.. I had never tought I would of done something like this in my life.. she wasn't even hot nor did she do anything that was special. I can't beleive I let myself get carried away like that. All I could think about is how my gf did everything 100 X better than this piece of trash. I am so greatfull I had the mind to put on a rubber. I'm proposing to my girl this x-mas and wanted to get this off my chest. I could never tell her.