My story
When I was 14 me and my family went on a holiday to Fiji for a whole month. We mostly stayed in my dads village where my cousins lived (3rd times removed). My cousin that lived their had a thing for me ever since we were little.(we're 2 years apart) like every time I went Fiji he would always just touch me in certain places and tell me disturbing stuff. I hated it. I never told anyone. Not even my sister.They had a neighbor who were really poor that lived their. Their were 2 sons....I started to develop feelings for one of them. I started to hang out with him...I guess he liked me a as well. We kept it secret tho. Apparently some how my stupid cousin had found out. So then on my last week there it was just me my cousin and his two neighbors (not the guy I liked, his brother) I was so stupid to go along with them. My cousin started to touch my thighs and then went to my private part. He started to bite my neck. I couldn't stop him...he was on top of me holding my arms out and legs. He then took my clothes off. I shouted and tried not to moan.after that I think the other guy must of ran away. This all happened in the fields. I was so lucky nothing went inside me. I told my sister and mum about it. But the thing is I was confused? I begged them not to tell my dad...and his parents. But why? Why wasn't I angry at him? Why didn't I stop him properly? Did I like him? Was I actually in love with him? I hated these thoughts...it disgusted me.i felt like such a **..doing such thing. I never saw that guy after that. I wasn't mad at him either. I felt nothing.
Were you daddy and i could not find you daddy its realy realy sore daddy i had bad dream. i love you so much daddy xxxx
No, you are not in love with him. He ** you. Tell your parents never to let him alone with you again. He should be beaten. And jailed.
Thxxx much appreciated
And no I'll would never do that...to harsh