My story

When I was 14 me and my family went on a holiday to Fiji for a whole month. We mostly stayed in my dads village where my cousins lived (3rd times removed). My cousin that lived their had a thing for me ever since we were little.(we're 2 years apart) like every time I went Fiji he would always just touch me in certain places and tell me disturbing stuff. I hated it. I never told anyone. Not even my sister.They had a neighbor who were really poor that lived their. Their were 2 sons....I started to develop feelings for one of them. I started to hang out with him...I guess he liked me a as well. We kept it secret tho. Apparently some how my stupid cousin had found out. So then on my last week there it was just me my cousin and his two neighbors (not the guy I liked, his brother) I was so stupid to go along with them. My cousin started to touch my thighs and then went to my private part. He started to bite my neck. I couldn't stop him...he was on top of me holding my arms out and legs. He then took my clothes off. I shouted and tried not to moan.after that I think the other guy must of ran away. This all happened in the fields. I was so lucky nothing went inside me. I told my sister and mum about it. But the thing is I was confused? I begged them not to tell my dad...and his parents. But why? Why wasn't I angry at him? Why didn't I stop him properly? Did I like him? Was I actually in love with him? I hated these thoughts...it disgusted me.i felt like such a s***..doing such thing. I never saw that guy after that. I wasn't mad at him either. I felt nothing.

Mar 11, 2018

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  • Were you daddy and i could not find you daddy its realy realy sore daddy i had bad dream. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Need to rub your tummy some more very gently. I love you my daughter.

  • Daddy im scared. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • I hope you are there daddy im scared daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

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  • You want me to get my fingers wet I will do so and then I will lick my fingers. I love you so much daughter.

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  • I will then wave my p**** to her and say Hi. I love you daughter.

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  • Daddy will you sleep in bed with me all night. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Next to you I love this so much. I love you so much daughter.

  • My head is sore daddy and you rubb my head and cuddle me. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • I will do that my love.

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  • Your head really sore sweetheart? I love you so much and I love your body warmth.

  • My head and tummy daddy and them said i have go with them later again. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Daughter you really have some nasty stuff in your body that they have to get rid of. I love you daughter so much.

  • But i dont want too go again daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • It really makes you sick after right?

  • How do you no that daddy and im going to tell them im not going. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Well daughter when other friends of mine had treatments like this they lost all body hair. After they get the treatment they feel sick once they got rid of the bad stuff they got better and they are happy now. I love you daughter very much.

  • But daddy i dont want that too hapoen daddy please and im not going with them daddy please. im realy realy scared daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • The nurses and doctors need to tell you honestly what is happening to you. So you can better cope with it. I love you so much and more daughter of mine.

  • What do you mean daddy and i want you. my sistser is sleeping daddy. i love you so much daddy and feel like i want have sleep. i could not eat my lunch. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • You need to ask your nurse or doctor and ask them if you have cancer. I love you daughter forever.

  • I hare them say that word daddy too each other about me. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Daughter we will beat this and we will get better in the meanwhile it sucks. Remember one thing daughter I love you so much and we will be awesome together.

  • Daddy you go sleep with me now please and im scared. i live you so much daddy xxxx

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  • Wtf dude???

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  • Sweetheart I will rub your head and tummy for you I will lay next to you. I love you so much daughter of mine.

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  • I pray the bad stuff will be gone and never come back. I love you daughter I love you so much I feel your heart beating against my chest you are awesome.

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  • Yes sweetheart do that. I love you so much.

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  • Where do you want me to rub daughter of mine. I love you.

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  • Then I will rub you everywhere you are my lovely daughter. I love you so much.

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  • Daddy needs to go to physical therapy for his right shoulder so it will continue to get better so I can carry you if I need to. I promise I will be back for you.I love you so much daughter.

  • Daddy's back sweetheart . I love you daughter.

  • Daddy please help me daddy please and i keep getting sick and cant stop daddy. i love you so much daddy and please dont go daddy and mind me.

  • Daddy will hold you very gently and kiss your lips. I love you daughter.

  • Im shaken daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Not another seizure honey. I love you daughter.

  • Daddy are you beside me. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Yes I am I am rubbing your tummy. I love you daughter.

  • I was getting sick all the time daddy did you see me. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • I know sweetheart you felt miserable. I love you bunches daughter.

  • Its realy realy sore daddy and rubb my tummy please. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • I will do so my sweetheart.

  • My sister hugged me a few minutes ago daddy. were getting lunch soon and im not hungry. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Need to eat something. I love you daughter.

  • Im not hungry but daddy. i love you sp much daddy xxxx

  • Thank you for being my daughter I love you so much.

  • Daddy i ate a little bit ok. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • That is awesome daughter I will jump up and down I am happy. I love you.

  • Did i make you happy daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Yes you did and I love you so much for doing that.

  • Thanks daddy and nurse said do i want more icecream. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • More ice cream oh wow yum yum. I love you so much.

  • Do you like icecream daddy. i love you so much daddy xxx

  • Oh yes with maraschino cherry on top. I love you.

  • Whats marshoni daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • It is a tasty red cherry in a red juice it tastes so great. I love you.

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  • Nurse said i have too get a bath soon daddy. i realy dont want one. i love you so much daddy xxx

  • Oh yes bath I am ready. I love you daughter.

  • But i dont want one daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • You can wash me then and have fun. I love you daughter.

  • Daddy do i have too have a bath. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Just watch out and do not hit me again. I love you daughter.

  • That means i have too take a bath daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Yes sweetheart and you can wash me OK. I love you.

  • I will then daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Awesome get a good hold of me. I love you.

  • Will be going soon daddy and you will be in bath with me. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Yes and you hold me and wash it good. I love you daughter.

  • My sister said what you said daddy and said i have too have a bath. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Are we there yet? I love you

  • I hope your not gone daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • I am glad you washed me I needed it badly now it feels better. I love you daughter.

  • Am i good at washing daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • You are really good at washing you made sure to get soap all over it and you made sure you held on tight so it would not slip out. I love you daughter.

  • Im good at it daddy and a boy nurse seen me. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • You made him hard. I love you daughter.

  • What do you mean daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • My p**** got hard and you made it happy. I love you so much daughter.

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  • Yes you did and I am proud of you. I love you so much.

  • Daddy my tummy is sore. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Let me rub your tummy sweetheart. I love you.

  • Daddy will you put hand in my nappie also. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Oh it is so warm there my finger is a little wet you are awesome daughter I love you.

  • I hope i did not do some pee daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • It is v***** juice sweetheart not pee. I love you sweetheart.

  • Daddy im very tired and will you stay in my bed again. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • I am cuddling with you all night. I love you daughter.

  • Daddy its realy realy sore and did you see me get sick. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Oh sweetheart I wish daddy can make you feel better. I love you so much more than ever.

  • I got a present off a woman daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • A present wow that is wonderful. I love you daughter.

  • It was a huge teddy daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • That teddy will remind you of me that is great. I love you so much daughter.

  • Its nearly bigger than me daddy. i love you so much daddy and i hug it like you daddy xxxx

  • That is awesome. I love you so much daughter.

  • You are my big teddy daddy ha. i ate half my lunch also. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • I am so happy and proud of you. I love you so much daughter.

  • Daddy i got more icecream and they gave me another needle. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Ice cream oh wow yum yum. I love you daughter.

  • Daddy im get sick again. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • That will happen until we get rid of that nasty nasty stuff. I pray that that we get rid of the bad stuff soon. In the mean time I will gently rub your tummy and your legs. Daughter I love you so much and I am happy you are my daughter I really mean that.

  • Daddy im realy realy scared and keep getting sick. my hair was on my pilllow daddy. please daddy im so scared and did you see it. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Daughter your hair will grow back do not worry about that. We first need to get rid of the bad stuff. I know it makes you sick in the meantime and hope and pray that the bad stuff will go away for good soon. I love you so much and daddy lay next to you.

  • But im realy scared daddy. i love you so much xxxx

  • Sweetheart I will be with you always just like a husband with wife. I love you daughter so much I am happy I have you in my life.

  • Daddy are you here. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • I am here with you sweetheart I will kiss you on the lips you are so much to me.

  • You promise you wont leave me daddy. im realy try too eat and i cant. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • I am proud of you. I love you so much.

  • But daddy what if i die. i want too go home daddy and i cant eat. my sister is ask me too eat. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Is it ok daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • Were daddy. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • I cant eat my lunch again daddy my tummy is sore. i love you so much daddy xxxx

  • No, you are not in love with him. He raped you. Tell your parents never to let him alone with you again. He should be beaten. And jailed.

  • Thxxx much appreciated

  • And no I'll would never do that...to harsh

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