The diary
My wife passed away a while back now . One day I was looking for something when I came across my wife's diary , I remember my wife on more than one occasion asking me if I ever find it to bring it straight to her without looking inside . I said I will if I see it but I never did until this day , At first I put it on the side and left it there , Then one day I was reaching for something and knocked the diary on the floor , Has I went to pick it up it had fell open on a page the lock must have broken . I glanced at first then I noticed a man's name , I know I should not have looked but I did what I read made me feel sick , The guy she was writing about was my work colleague I remember her asking questions about him some years ago . She asked me what his wife was like , I said why would you want to know that , Then she said forget it don't try and cause an argument . In the diary she wrote dates when they met , also that she loved being in his arms , Also she felt bad for me . I was not aware of this at the time but now I think back there was signs . I remember her going out one Saturday night she looked really nice , She dropped her handbag when she went to pick it up I noticed she had stockings on . When I questioned her on this she said she had no tights left without holes in them . I had to work that night so I don't know what time she got in , She walked off up the road in her high heels and short skirt barely covering her stockings tops , Why I remember so well that was not like her , Do you think she cheated on me totally or if not what was she up to , Has any one ever been in a similar situation , I would really appreciate your input on both questions thankyou .
I read this in a diary my great-grandmother gave me.
Her grandfather had owned a plantation in Jamaica. One morning, he saw a 7-year-old slave girl, named Maha, pausing to catch her breath.
"You think you can rest just 'cause you're tired, you little **?" Fenwick screamed. "G et over here and ** my **!" he barked, unbuckling his belt.
Maha knew better than to hesitate. She walked over and took it into her mouth.
Fenwick pushed his ** to the back of her throat, his hand holding her head, forcing her to take his full length. Suddenly, he grunted and released a torrent of hot ** into her mouth. That night Fenwick ordered her to go to his room again. Once inside, Fenwick pushed her onto the bed and took out his 9-inch **. He put the head of his ** between her ** lips, and, with a brutal shove. he thrust his ** into her virgin **. He began to thrust, each movement causing her to scream in pain. Then his movements grew more erratic until, finally, he shot his hot ** up her.
Maha felt his ** pulse as he did so.
In the days that followed, Maha found herself called to the master's room with alarming regularity for a **.
One evening, as Fenwick took her on her hands and knees, she felt the beginnings of an ** she had not expected. Her muscles clenched around his ** as she had a **. She realized she needed **.
One evening, Maha went to Fenwick’s room. Once inside, she whispered, "Please, Master, ** me."
Surprised, Fenwick took out his ** and asked, "You want me to ** you?"
Maha whispered "Yes, Master. Please, ** my **."
Fenwick pushed her down onto the bed, got between her legs and slammed his ** into her tight, wet **.
Her first ** took her by surprise as her muscles tightened around his **. The second was even stronger. Her third ** was like nothing she'd ever felt before. It left her completely exhausted.
In the years that followed, Fenwick ** her four or five times a week.
** she told you if you ever find her diary bring it to her without looking inside? Didnt that strike you as odd dumbass
No , you should not look in someone's diary
I think the part where she said she felt sorry for you. And... the part where she likes being in his arms. The way I look at it.. Karmas a **
My wife has also pasted, But I first saw a text she got on her phone, she got after she past. At some point Little by little I found out more from 3 of her friends, all not knowing the other said anything. Now I think our marriage was not what I thought it was, but when we were out together we had a great time.
How do you feel now knowing she could have cheated
You're well aware of the answer to your question.
Deep down im hoping it was nothing , My wife never seemed the sort of women to cheat or lie to me , But she was being deceitful that I know now