I think my bestie likes me....

I was 12 at the time and I'm thirteen now. I was visiting my aunt that lives in Mississippi and her bosses daughter spent the night at her house while we were staying there. We'll call her A. It was A, my sister, and me all bunched up on a futon. Me and "A" were wearing bras and underwear, A was 11 and 1/2 yrs old, and my sister was wearing button up pjs. When my sister fell asleep I had felt something touching my butt but I thought A was just adjusting her position. But about 39 seconds later I felt it again. It felt like a fist hitting my ass and I was confused. But I found out it was A thrusting her knee into my ass. It started to feel Grey after awhile so I had her flip over so I could do the same to her. So like an hour later she stuck her hands in my panties and we started kissing and dry humping. One thing lead to the next and we ended up naked rubbing each other down there. I feel really disgusting about it now and I can't tell if I'm Bi or not because I still likes boys. But whenever I think of what we did together I can't help but want more. Is this normal?! Plz help!

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  • If you are confused I would like to get you in bed, eat your p**** and give you some c*** , once I am done with you you won't want girls

  • It's ok don't worry about it. You just found yourself a kink or you are bisexual. Either one is fine.

  • I just can’t see myself in any sort of a realationship with a girl but I still want one with her 😪 even if I did find myself a kink it still disgusts me

  • What exactly about it did you want more of? What did you like? Maybe it was just the attention, the intimacy, the touching from another person? I wouldn't jump to any conclusions about being bi or anything like that. Young people explore their sexuality often for many years. Put it down to an interesting experience. Remember, always be safe.

  • I don't even know why I still want her.. It makes me feel like a disgusting human being. I still don't understand why I did it, I feel so ashamed and disappointed in myself. I can’t help but think that I’m gross, I’m Ben developming a fear of myself and what I’m gonna do. These type of things keep happening to me and I can’t control myself when it does. It’s like I can’t control my actions but I can see what’s happening. No matter how loud I scream or try to move I can’t... I started to isolate myself to try to prevent it from happening but it just keeps occurring. There’s something wrong with me

  • You are going through a time you are exploring your feelings. Meanwhile your hormones are acting up and causing some confusion.Your body is developing.

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