When he tells me I undress and meekly lie across the bed and let him tie me spread eagle. I know it's going to hurt. I know I should just leave. I don't know why he has to hurt me. I don't know why I love him and stay.
I'm shivering and light headed and gettin feeling distant and light headed.
Then as the whip whistles and my bum explodes in pain. Again and again. I'm crying, writhing. Biting the pillow. I'm screaming. Then it's over.
I'm sobbing. He unties me and Higgs me and rolls me over and has s** with me.