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So I’m a 21 year old female. I’ve been with my boyfriend for nearly 5 years. I love him to death. He means everything to me. He’s been with me through so so many things. He’s such a good man. He’s perfect in so many ways, seriously. He’s been so so amazing to me. But I’ve been speaking to another guy, the other guy I’ve known for years but have just never met in person . I haven’t slept with the other guy But we’ve spoken a lot. I feel nothing for the other guy but I sent him a **. We were on the phone and things got a tad friskayyy and Not just 1nude, a few. :(. I wish I could take it back. But you know what’s crazy, I absolutely adored the attention the other guy gave me. I know. I’m a ** 😭😩😩😩😩. I feel so bad and I love my boyfriend so much. I feel so so so so so so so so GUILTY!! I could just cry
I did a similar thing a couple of years ago, I sent ** photos to a guy I met on the internet. My bf didn't know. The guy told me that he had masturbated while looking at my photos, he told me how gorgeous my body was, and the things he was imagining doing with me as he pleasured himself. I guess I was just intrigued and flattered by being told that a guy was masturbating while looking at my body. It made me feel good. It made me feel ** and attractive that a guy would ** over me I that way. He even asked me to send him my used **. My boyfriend doesn't know about it and I'll never tell him. It was just an episode that is now over, and if anything my boyfriend is benefitting from the fact that I kind of feel more attractive ** than I did before.
The second guy didn't give a ** about you. He just enjoyed controlling you; getting you to do whatever he said.
Apologize to him not to the world. If he really loves you he will forgive you else you deserve it