I realized my feelings for someone who is now gone.
The person I have a crush on died a year ago, in a car accident. The accident haunts me every once in a while and I look up the accident and the vigal videos for it. But one of the victims, I had a crush on in high school and now with him gone and just thinking about it, I feel like I liked him more than I thought. It’s driving me crazy knowing that I never got to know him or talk to him.