I'm in love with mom
I'll try to keep it short. I'm 32yo guy and i've been in love with mom since i was 12-13. I used to m********* a lot while using her dirty panties , thinking about s** with her. That lasted for a very long time and of course, i got caught a few times during a process. After noticing stains on her panties again 2 years ago, we had a "real" conversation for the first time and after 20 mins of feeling embarrassed i actually confessed everything to her and told her i'm madly in love with her. She already had the idea what was going on, but nothing happened at first and thankfully she never shared that with my dad or anyone else. She's 54 now and she is so hot, she looks 10 years younger at least. Just a week or so later, she left her worn panties on my pillow and of course, i used them. Next day i asked her what was that about and we had another conversation. She confessed that she was also turned on by the idea of incest for some time, so we talked about our desires, not openly the first time, but we had similar conversations during next couple of days. Anyway, she actually made the first move and grabbed me by my c*** through pants during one of our conversations and we had s** right after that. During first few months we had s** daily, sometimes even couple of times a day. Of course, we had s** only when dad wasn't around, and later on, she even started coming to my room at night while he was asleep, just to have quickie. He has absolutely no idea what's been going on for the last 2 years, but couple of months later, mom stopped having s** with him and they've been sleeping in separate rooms ever since. He talked to me quite a few times about "their" situation and he can't figure out what did he do wrong. I honestly feel sorry for him, and whenever he initiates such conversation i feel responsible for his depression and i feel like s***, but i can't stop my relationship with mom because i love her too much. I stopped dating other girls (not that i had too many) after starting with her, since i'm truly only turned on by her and s** is amazing.
For the last 4 months or so, mom started having thoughts about divorcing him and buying our own place where we could live together, just the two of us. She told me i could use a "cover story" for moving in with her, as helping mom out since she can't afford to pay the bills on her own. To be honest, idea of living with her in our apartment is more than tempting, but i honestly feel bad about dad. Even though i feel like s*** because of the situation with dad, i know i'll do whatever she wants me to, because i'm in love with her and i need s** with her badly. I know it will happen soon enough, because she started mentioning it quite often lately and we even found couple of suitable places. Even if she divorces him and even if we move (or maybe better said when we move), we will keep out relationship secret, but we'll have much more privacy and freedom inside our own place.