I miss my kitty so much
16 years ago I was blessed with a cute gray kitten with white paws and mustache. Over the next 15 years, he proved to be a stable rock, as life got hard and most my friends left me and moved on. Last year, age started to get the best of him and his kidneys started to fail. I spoiled him with pure distilled water, special cat food, and he continued to enjoy life as an indoor/outdoor creature. Its been nearly a year now. My main 3 daily contacts were my parents and my cat. Now, one of those constants is gone. I fear losing my parents eventually. The thought of another cat is disturbing. Even if one tries to get in my lap, it feels like a violation against my old cat.
Most of you probably have no idea what Im talking about and Im surprised you have read this far. All I have in life is a part time job which I am very lucky to have and truly grateful for, a car, a small dwelling, two parents, and a cat...only without the cat now.
All the losses in life, such as jobs, careers, friends, relationships, religion, funerals...this one has truly hurt the most.
And that's my confession