It had been so long quite a lot has happened since i first wrote about my neighbour who has been playing with my dirty undies. One big thing that happened is I had to wash and clean out the car when it was parked outside and becuase the road is narrow it was really more outside his house than ours. I was with my little brother and we were using a bucket and he came out and offered his hosepipe to use which was really sweet of him. I was wearing my jogging bottoms which are not very sexy but a black b*** tube over a metalic green bra top which were pretty cute. I glanced up and I could see him at the upstairs window with his phone like he was filming. At first I was embarressed but then I didn't really mind and in fact was pretty flattered. After a bit I went inside and changed into my leggings and I could see he was still there when I came out. My joggers are pretty gross but these leggings are quite expensive with the band around the waist and make my bum look good.
I was vacuuming the back seats and I was sticking my bum out and stretching my legs wide while I knew he was watching. My leggings get pretty see thru when they are stretched and it was making me really h**** that he could see my knickers through the fabric and was still watching me. I even bent down sometimes facing him so he could see down my top even though it was pretty tight. My knickers got so wet thinking about him watching and filming me and probably thinking about what he would do to me.
Some people might call me a s*** but I know that I'm not because I only did it for him not just anyone and I'm almost a women now and it's natural for women to get h**** too. Next morning I left the knickers i was wearing out on the bed, mum said she was working away so he was going to walk the dog. When I came home they were moved and felt damp and I'm pretty sure they had his s**** on but it's hard to tell because they were white. I sucked them and they tasted salty, not just like my taste. I wanted to rub them on myself but if I got pregnant from them that would be hard to explain!
Last time someone said I should leave my phone out with pictures but I don't want to be without it at school but that was a pretty cool idea. Two other people said they would rape me which was gross and one person wanted to hit me as well which is sick. I want to get close to him but at the same time I don't want it to come out in the open because I'm so young I know he'll get in so much trouble if it got known. What can I do? No perverts please please.