I really hate my body
I was a relatively skinny child. When I was 17 year old I weighed 115 lbs. But after four children I'm running close to hitting 200 Lbs. My husband said he still desires my body and I do believe him but he's just a very h**** and sexual individual. I've tried loosing weight but nothing seems to work. My body and joints ache all over from the extra weight. I walk almost everyday at lunch time but that doesn't really help. Back around 2000 I was almost 190 lbs. I got down to about 125 Lbs and everyone asked if I was ok. All my friends thought I was sick and didn't look well. I really hate my fat body. I'm in my mid 50's now going through the change and I wish I could just loose 50 lbs. So mad and frustrated.