I feel like I'm on the wrong path to success
I'm currently in High School taking AP History, AP Psychology, Honors English, and I'm about to add AP English while keeping my Honors English. My current grades: seven As, 1 B.
My problem is, that I've given up everything that was important to me to accomplish this. My freshmen GPA, was a 1.1 I've neglected my friends and family to do this. I can honestly say I don't really have any "real" friends." I bury my life in school work just to give myself an excuse.
If I see my best friend in the hallway, I stick up my nose like I'm better than him and could never be happier.
With this new sense of superiority, I've also been able to come out as gay to people I know; part of the reason I did it, was out of spite to one of my friends who hates gay people, and pushed me to the breaking point by always making me feel like I was in the wrong when it was really him.
The sad truth is, I thought I was miserable before but, I've never been more miserable. School is my life; I'm always behind on work, and always just barely do what it takes to make the grade.
I want my friends back.