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Madison
I'm a feminine gayboy who's appearance is androgenous, often mistaken for a girl by those meeting me for the first time. When a freshman, a teacher for nearly two months thought I was a girl until realizing I wasn't, my name is Madison. I so love being a boy and always will be a boy, a feminine boy who loves the feeling of wearing pretty under garments, silk, satin and all beautiful garments girls' so love wearing, I wear ** and training bras nearly all the time. No one at my school knows I'm gay, that I cd sometimes, however, not often. I went as a girl to a senior dance recently with a really cute sophomore bi-boy from another school. We went into the boys' rest room where we were touching each other when my math teacher came in and saw us, the boy had my ** out and was masturbating me. My teacher stood there and looked, asked our names and then asked if I was Madison. He knows it was me for sure, I had to admit it was me being so afraid what he would next. He told us to leave the rest room and best to perhaps leave the dance before others' realize it was me. We did stay a little while longer, noticed two other teachers' were constantly looking at me and my cute friend. Now when I'm at school I feel all the teachers' know, some even tell me what a nice looking boy I am, that they wish they had a son like me, they know for sure. One teacher even told me not to wear certain tops that reveal too much, that others' can see what I'm wearing beneath. Others' who have faced any sexual embarrassment, please feel that you may commit. How do you think I should go forward and get beyond this...? I even feel some students' know, boys' especially, so many touch me when talking to me, some put their hands on my shoulder or back, some even come really close to me, their body touching mine. I'll appreciate ang constructive comments.
I usually wouldn't reply to such vulgarity, however, you have it so wrong. So many think boys' like me exsist for the pleasure of others', not so! I will allow another boy to have what he so desires, only when I decide to have him... Another boy must truly treat me like he would his little sister, his girlfriend. I'm a weak boy, so, to feel feel safe I must feel loved foremost. With use of such crude words, I would never allow you or any other boy using such words to be near me. A boy like yourself, usually stronger than me can easily become sexually aggressive when over me, internally in me while hard and holding me, at that moment It can become so frightening! then where's my pleasure? I have no choice but totally submit while being **.
I know what you mean and how you feel. Because I'm cutely effeminate acting and looking stronger more assertive boy's force themselves on me. Called "boy's being boys," date rapes are common for boys who are like us. I've come to expect it and actually like it?
I for one don't like being **, notwithstanding those who think, 'boys' will be boys'. It wasn't until the third time a stronger boy forced himself into me that I truly realized I was being **! This boy held me down while choking me, I couldn't breathe and nearly passed out. I was so terrified and frozen with fear! He called me names, hurt me leaving bruises on my body and then after he stopped, asked me if I liked it! Feminine gayboys' truly need to be ever so diligent when around other boys' who are 'so called straight' or even bi. I so love bi-boys', they treat me like they would their little sister and or girlfriend, well nearly all do. What do I say to another boy who likes being **...? learn to love yourself and realize that you like all others', deserve respect and should expect it, notwithstanding your sexuality.
You can see my ** I'll show you mine
You can rip of my ** tear them of