Girl **

I am a 44 year old married man with a kid. I work in the insurance industry and am quite your normal family guy, stable marriage, lovely kid, lot of friends, weekend family getaways and stuff.

Deep down I have a dirty secret. I am addicted to shemales for **. Every month, I set aside some cash for a paid sexual encounter with a ** secretly. I always seek shemales with penises. I am addicted to girl **.

I am not gay nor bi. I am perfectly straight. I have even had a few extra marital paid encounters with women. In fact I ended up with a ** for the first time when I could not find a female ** to sleep with and in a desperate moment of **, solicited a post-op transsexual. Having felt blown away by the ** and the girly attitude,I decided to give trannies another shot. Not finding a post -op ** of my liking, I went with a ** ** and for the first time, touched another person's erect **. Things went wild in no time and I found myself sucking her ** and letting her ** in my mouth (covered **). It was so ** and wild that I ended up sucking her ** and the smell of the unsheathed ** with her swollen head turned me on really wild. Those soft lusty moans as her ** pulsated in my mouth turned me into a girl ** addict.

Now I ** girl ** every month - visiting ** providers at their homes, ** them in their **, rubbing ** to ** (lubricated with gel makes it a wildly fantastic experience) , kissing the babes ,passionately while groping their tools, **, ** licking a whole lot of ** stuff....it is a worthwhile investment every month.

I am now priming myself to be penetrated in the ** by girl **. that is my next moment of nirvana. Getting boned by girl **.

My wife has absolutely no idea. It is not that I do not love her. Our ** life took a backseat since the kid and I have not regretted. But the lure of big ** girls is something I am a prisoner to now.