I fantasise about appearing in p*rn
I’m 23 and am basically sane and happy. I was raised in the church and was active in the Christian Union at my university. I‘M quite shy and have only had one boyfriend. I didn’t lose my virginity until I was 20.
Around the time I broke up my boyfriend I began watching p********** for the first time. For about a couple of months now I’ve been fantasising about appearing in a film.
I fantasise about forcing myself to go through with it. Turning up and feeling terrified, but doing whatever I have to. Trying to look sexy, even while I’m so nervous I’m shaking...