I fantasise about appearing in p*rn

I’m 23 and am basically sane and happy. I was raised in the church and was active in the Christian Union at my university. I‘M quite shy and have only had one boyfriend. I didn’t lose my virginity until I was 20.

Around the time I broke up my boyfriend I began watching p********** for the first time. For about a couple of months now I’ve been fantasising about appearing in a film.

I fantasise about forcing myself to go through with it. Turning up and feeling terrified, but doing whatever I have to. Trying to look sexy, even while I’m so nervous I’m shaking...

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  • Yeah, ever since I became aware of p*** I've harbored an urge to be in it. I don't want to go to H*** or face humiliation but I've always fantasized about creating an alter ego and becoming a p*** starlet, and NONE of the people that know me knows she's me.

  • I was at a friends house when he showed me his father's p*** collection. I knew that stuff existed but I had never seen adult stuff before. Even though I was 12 I knew I wanted to someday have the looks and bravery to pose like the perfect women in the magazines did. I wanted all men to look at me the way he was looking at them. I basically made it a personal rule that whenever a guy asked to take pictures of me, I wouldn't say no. For me, that wasn't tested until I was 13.

    I was at a beach with my family. I had gotten board so I went exploring. In the slope overlooking the beach I met a grown man with a long camera. He asked if he could take pictures of me. I was so bored that I didn't allow my Creep alarm stop me from agreeing. Since he led me into a private area in bushes and trees I assumed he was a pervert wanting more. When he suggested I undo the neck strap of my one-piece I didn't hesitate to obey. I know it is awful and I could have been molested or worse, that day, I didn't care. I was in a better mood when I left him. I knew he'd be beating off thinking about seeing me nude and I wondered why he didn't even try anything. Looking back I always pretend he did a LOT more.

    I didn't get asked again until I was already married. I still lived at home when I was in college and my parents are really strict and nosey. Good news is my husband loves to take private pictures and movies of me. I know he's shared a few of them. I feel pressure to get mad at him when I find out, but to be honest, I happily think about who he might show them too the whole time I'm posing for him.

  • I'm happy to offer my filming services. I can just imagine a couple of guys pleasuring your pretty body. If there are other scenarios you fantasize about I'd love to hear them. Please email me sphiil@aol.com

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