Why is it like this?
When my girlfriend broke up with me I went into a state of depression. I didnt speak a single word for 2 days. I texted my friends to tell them how miserable I was, none of them answered. I skipped school the next day. The doorbell rang. It was my Jeremiah. My brother is 18 and moved out. Jeremiah was here for me. I got over everything thanks to him. See the thing that bothers me though is when I need my friends, none of them are there for me. Doesnt anyone care when I need them? I felt so alone. Ever since Jeremiah has been a brother to me. He helped me realize all the things that were always there but I never could see. Criticize it but I am an atheist. I was put through catholic school were I had that bible and church routine forced on me. I never believed it. I just thought I had to. He also is the one who really made me see that I can do better. She had no good reason to dump me. She is still single. I guess the point of this is I want to know why the people I think are my friends arent there, but my true friend who I never knew cared so much was.