Mind blown

So I come from a small rural community, Being from a small town I was always kind of sheltered from the real things in the world and I always thought some were just stories but I found out different. I went to university in the "Big city", It was an eye opener for sure, I was with two guys before going to university but it was just normal stuff, One week into university I was, well...**.
Drank too much, passed out, Woke up on the couch of a guy who had been really nice to me, I was way nieve and didn't even know anything had happened until the video surfaced and I was devastated, I got drunk and my room mate left me there, Six guys had their way with me and redressed me. Needless to say that ** me up for a while, I had a hard time with it and didn't even consider dating for a long time and then went a little off course for a while and was with a bunch of guys and even some who had been in the video which ** me up again but then I went home for a summer, I recentered myself and got my brain straightened out.
Second year I had my mind blown, I met my room mates and after a few days one kind of gravitated toward me a little, We hung out lots and she is/was super fun, Cool, Super attractive and we just clicked until...One night we were drunk and I had taken a guy home, I ended up kicking him out which is a whole other story but it was just me and her in the residence after that, We had drank a lot and she started to open up to me. She dropped a bombshell that I was not prepared for, We kissed, We had a little lip lock and then I told her I was straight and she...Told me something. She took a long time to spit it out but she told me she is...Trans.
Ok, Like I said...Small town girl, No idea what she even meant at first, I knew she had...A ** job, that much was obvious but she had perfect hair, Gorgeous legs, A great **, Her ** were fantastic, Yes I had seen them before that, She was not shy about being ** in front of us room mates and we had even felt them one night just doing silly girl stuff, I am pretty sure everyone felt everyone elses ** that night but whatever. I at first had no idea what she meant, I was not prepapred for this and when she explained I couldn't really wrap my head around it but she calmly and methodically explained what it meant.
Ok, A little bit freaked out at first, I was like "Wait...You're a guy?"..."No", "But...You're a girl", "Yes", "But you....WTF" at first I didn't know what to say, What to do, What to think...She...Yes she had seen me naked, She had felt my **, She had stood in the bathroom and talked to me while I showered and shaved my...Whoo Whoo, I had told her some intimate "Girl stuff" and yet she was telling me she wasn't a girl...Well she is a girl...But she's...WOW!!!!! She told me about the whole thing, The hormone therapy, The surgery and so, so much stuff and I just sat staring at her in awe looking for any signs of her being a guy...There are none, Like nothing, So I said "Wait, You are now...Fully...A girl?" and that's when she blew my mind.
She said "No, Uh, I have...One more step but haven't fully decided to take it yet".
No, No, That's not real, That's not a thing...Guess what??? IT"S REAL, She has a **, A big ole, Floppy, circumsized **, Big, hangy ** and WTF!!!! I said "No", She blushed and nodded, I said "Nahhh, You're ** with me?", She stood up and closed the door, Locked it and came back, She stood in front of me and asked if I wanted to see it. I was still in my head thinking "Nahhhh, There is no way" so I said "Sure" So yeah ok, Down go the pants and underwear and out flops this big, Fat **, I look up, I look down, I look up and it just wasn't registering. Standing in front of me is a beautiful girl, Gorgeous to be real honest, Beautiful blonde hair, beautiful face, Eyes, Lips, beautiful body and then...There is a very large **...WTF??
I kept looking at it, I leaned side to side thinking there was no way it was real and she finally said "You can touch it", I didn't even hesitate, I grabbed it and it was ** real, I was huge, warm, Half hard and I lifted it, Looked at it, I switched hands and studied it, I grabbed her ** and she stood there and then I noticed she was getting hard...It works, Her ** works, It's a real ** and it gets hard, I looked up at her and she blushed, shrugged and put her hand on my head, and I started sucking her. Ok, Don't judge, I was drunk, Holding a ** in my hand and had recently gotten all worked up and kicked out the guy who had caused it. I sucked...Her **...Ok, Wrap your head around this, I have known her as nothing other than a female room mate until this point and I now have her huge ** in my mouth, She pushed me back on the bed, Pulled off my sweats and ** me, Came inside and we had the best ** together then spent the night kissing and cuddling.
Yeah so next morning she is gone, I am laying in bed thinking about the night before wondering if I had been drugged and it was all a dream or what the ** but then she came back to my room, Closed the door and locked it and ** me again, Then once more before we went downstairs.
Our other two room mates were home by this time and didn't say a word until later but then one said "So...You and Mandy?", I was like "Huuuh?", they both giggled and said "Uuuhhh yeah we heard you this morning" so I am like "**, Do they know?, Has she told anyone else her...Secret or do they think I am gay now?", I just played embarrassed which I was but as soon as Mandy got home I told her, She said she hadn't told anyone but me and her parents of course so...We moved out at the end of the year after having a "Lesbian" relationship for the full time and have now been together 3 years.
Yeah so that's where my life has taken me...FML.