Cheating on my husband
Do I ask for forgiveness?
I was recently speaking to a guy on Facebook who lived just down the road from me in Great Yarmouth and the conversation got quite steamy. It was more exciting as I was on my phone in the living room while my husband was there. He wanted to meet up and as I don't work and my husband does it wasnt going to be a problem.
I thought it would be nice to meet for coffee.
Anyway I met him last week and it was great but I got a bit carried away especially when he was saying how beautiful my t*** were, I'm quite a large breasted lady.
So we leave the coffee shop and go in his car to a parking spot in the country. I've never done d****** or anything in public so I just didn't know.
Anyway we start kissing and he has his hand up my skirt and gets my t*** out when I notice a couple of guys looking through the window.
I start to panic but he just carries on and I get so hot I don't care.
He gets his c*** out and pulls me down so I can suck him.
Well it's quite awkward in the car so he gets out and comes to my door, opens it and stuffs his c*** back in my mouth.
There I am, skirt around my waist with a c*** in my mouth being watched by 2 strangers.
He eventually comes in my mouth gets back in the car and we drive off.
I was so embarrassed but excited as well.
The problem is that he wants to do it again in the same place but I feel so guilty.
What should I do?