"But then I got high..."
When I found out my male friend smoked pot, it reminded me that I smoked pot at his age too. I'm going to warn you about how it ** up my life, how I still see the hallucinations and sleep with the lights on, how the nightmares come every once in a while, how I've lost a dangerous amount of weight, and how I'm so ** up in the head that I'm still surprised I get up every morning and people think I'm 'normal'.
Deep down, though, in the darkest reaches of my mind's eye, I dream about taking advantage of him when he's high.
I'm scared of myself.
We're both males and he's younger than me.