Okay. Here goes. New to this and kinda trembly.
I’m an 18yo pansexual girl from Newcastle England.
I have put my confession under the category of “s**” even though it is way more than s** to me.
I have been sniffing my used knickers for as long as can remember.
Mostly out of curiosity than anything else. I think people exploring themselves is something Be celebrated. But exploring other people without them knowing....
I was 15 or 16. 15. When during a sleepover at my best friends house I took my sniffing “thing” to a new level. Now I’m not attracted to her. She’s beautiful. Just not my type. If ya get me. But I was on her floor and she was in bed. I saw a pair of quite obviously used knickers under her bed and I instinctively grabbed them and put them on my backpack. Completely forgot they were there until the next night when I was sorting my bag for school. I sniffed them and grossed myself out. But later that night whilst masturbating I reached for them again and properly inhaled them. I sniffed them so hard and I felt.....alive. It wasn’t just between my legs. I felt like I could take over the world. And I came like a train.
Still very close to her. But I have been feeling guilty the older we’ve gotten. She isn’t into girls.
Was this a terrible invasion of privacy?
Dare I tell her??
Hope you’re all well.