I Want to be Forced

Here is my confession that I can't tell anybody because it's wrong and dirty, but I can't get it off my mind:

I want to be r*p*d. I'm not talking about con-non-con, I mean the real deal. Like when I'm not ready and sudden.

I want a stranger to grab me and do it, maybe even share me with others, maybe even go on for days.

I want someone to k*dn*p me because they're obsessed, because they love me. But their obsession won't let me go, otherwise they actually care for me.

If anyone is interested my Dust app user is jenny_lee

I know this is wrong. I don't know why I want this so much. There must be something wrong with me.