Why not me?

I read about how some people were used or sexually abused as children by family members or even strangers gratifying their purient perversions. That the situation might continue for years without anyone being one being the wiser..
One of my most desired wishes.. Why not me? Now, all I have is this confession to the anonymous..

Feb 16, 2021

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  • I know what u mean. I was a very sexually adventurous as a child. I had several peers, both (mostly) male & female with whom i spent countless (I wish it had been twice as many) hours naked, rubbing, licking, & sucking etc....when a cousin showed me where our uncle's p*** stash was, & I saw what adult sexual activity looked like, I became obsessed with the thought of c******, shooting ropes, & just s**** in general. So much so that I would put myself in situations with various adult men in the hopes thqt they would molest me. But none did. If any had even hinted that the wanted to pull my pants down, I'd have been on there d*** in a heartbeat. I grew up straight got married almost 30 years ago & am attracted to adult women (of all ages, from 18 to 50), but have always remembered fondly & still get hard thinking about being naked with all the little kids i was naked with when i wqs a little kid, & fantasize about what I would have done with about any pedofile that would have been lucky enough to try anything with me at the time. As long as they didnt hurt me, i would have been 1 hella fun 10 year old f*** toy...I fantasize that if I had a time machine, I'd go back 2 1979 0r 80 & f*** myself & some of my friends...

  • Wow, thanks for sharing. My old shriveled useless stub started growing into an erection just from reading your comment. There were any number of ocassions/opportunities for me to provide oral pleasure to men or boys growing up, except I was too shy. I would either claim I didn't know what they were talking about or make rude jokes.
    Years later, I realized what I had missed.. I had been given the chance, but squirmed away..chicken..afraid I might get in some kind of trouble or embarassed.
    Secretly, I was a closet case member muncher. Still am..still wishing.

  • I was groped a couple of times by my aunt (not blood) where she put her hand down my pants and held my d***. This was when i was about 11 years old. When i was around 16 she really tried getting me alone so many times i knew she had a sexual agenda the way she used to look at me but i never gave her that opportunity. Gross

  • I've always been interested and fascinated by girls who were sexually abused. How so many keep it a secret and sexually messes them up.

    But also how brazen that person was to do it. I mean I wish I couldve done if, but the risk and perversion over weighs that.

    I often fantasise I'm that family member or stranger

  • ...always a great hubbub about girls when it comes to the attention of the public, but little mention of boys..
    I read once about a technique used by nannies, of an earlier generation, to quiet squalling children when putting them to bed. Apparently, it was pretty common for nannies to share this (secret) quieting method. I wonder how many ordinary moms use the same method?

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