Fixation with the Nazis
I really hate how fixated with the Nazis I am. I am German, but my parents and I are living in the US. I feel so strongly and nationalistic for my country when I listen to Hitler or Goebbels and their speeches.
I know it's wrong, but I feel so strongly for the cause. I love them. They look so nice in their uniforms and suits. I wish so badly that I could be the wife of a high-ranking N*** in the 40's, at their height.