Hate that I love you.

I love you so much words can't even begin to describe it. I imagine my life with you every single day and I can't stand the thought of you not in it. I miss your humor, your cute romantic side even though you don't think you have one, you do. I miss your kisses, your touch. I miss everything about you. Even though we havent had much to talk about lately, just being around you satisfies me. I can't stand the fact that you're with another girl. But I'm so scared of telling you my feelings cause you're such a chicken when it comes to emotions. You run at the mention of the future and try to avoid any and all talk about love and being serious. I honestly don't know what to do with myself anymore. I've tried so many other guys but none of them can compare to you. I ALWAYS think to my self "but he was this and that" I always wish they were you. I wish you were the one going on dates with me and making random trips with me to the middle of nowhere. I wish you would be my best friend and we could have all the spontaneous trips you want together. I just want to live my life with you and no other guy. No guy can be you. You are the only guy I ever think about or crave. I always wish you are by my side. I hate the whole dating scene. I only do it to keep my mind off of you but honestly it just makes me think about you even more cause none of these random guys i try out are like you. You are my match. I just wish one day I could tell you all of this without freaking you out or making you feel awkward. Sometimes I just want to tell you anyways cause I want you to know how I feel about you and how real my feelings are for you. But I'm too afraid of you being out of my life for good. At least for now I can see you when we all hang out and it won't be awkward. But one day, I will tell you how I feel. I will tell you that I love you with all of my heart. I just hope that one say is soon, cause its killing me inside that you don't know how strongly I feel for you....

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  • You do need to tell him.. You are just making it worse for uself. If you tell him you will stop wondering and guessing. Maybe he will choose u or maybe someone else but at least u will know! Stop putting this off!

  • You are standing at the edge of a tall cliff....but, it is only a mirage, it's an invisible floor...close your eyes and tell him...

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